What am I doing now?

Seriously.

When your goals occur to you as basically insane, how do you move forward?

The answer is – you don’t.

Or – you do.

But does your moving actually accomplish those goals?

That depends on what you do.

But what you do depends on how things occur to you.

So it’s very likely, if your goals occur as basically insane, that you’re not actually playing to win. You’re likely playing to “not lose” or to “show you’re not quitting”.

I need to get my headspace into a better headspace.